Life again

Peace


Rigth so the past couple of weeks has been kind of hectic and I quess the couple of weeks forth coming will also bee very hectic, one thing I have to relise though not to make my body overwork, but I have to say I do enjoy work. It does give me such a huge satisfaction. I have come to learn alot, appreciate alot and reflect alot. I have no specific subject to talk about but there are couple of observations that I would like to embrase and shed ligth on. I think this post will be abit personal in a sence. I have come to make serious life decisions and I think I am about to put my thoughts into action. I have always had one ambition and that whats kind of keept me going all of those years of sheer hard work but now when I feel I am a step close and as it feels like crossing bridge I feeling hesitant, but I feel the mission is not complete without me completing the crossing. I am sort of person that will think through things but make a swift decision and later on relise how huge the decision is. On nother tone a close peron to me the other day mentioned settling down and starting a family. As I laughed through the idea I looked at her face and I managed to grip the serious look. I knew she really meant it. Deep down I know the answer of this which is that I feel that one has to seriously have though through this life changing experience before endulging into it. My opinion on marriage migth be strict and certainly not sencualised and commercialised, because I dont belive in marriage which based on fantasies. In any major project one decised to undertake one knows that it will involve hard work, sacrifice, understanding, compassion, loalty etc. and so why would marriage be different to this. In addition one will be involved in the greatest project of life i.e. to ensure production and deliverence of a generation who can contribute and continue of the care taking of earth. See why I think is hard work! and then I look at my abilities and see that it would be difficult to live to the expectations and prospone the thought.

I do tend to look at statistics quite often although questioning its originality it can tell us quite alot. Recently I was looking at the divcorce rates and suprising discovered that UK has the highest, as well as highest single parents, wow I though. I also though wounder who has the lowest and discovered Italy, with thier close family mentality. but these findings raises important questions, first of them being have we lost any particular values, do we have proper information about relationships what it entails, involves and parenting skills? too many questions to deal with here. anyways I am too tired to I better doze off for now


peace

any way said enough I think, there was another think I wanted to mention but I quess I save it for another time.